Friday, 6 February 2009

I don't want this life anymore. It's so selfish but I'd love to be able to have a new life. I've had enough of this one.

I'm quite lost for words, winded by more bad news and sadness today.

I've tried phoning a few friends, no one is picking up. I'm alone and lost. I've no idea what to do, say or anything. I'm hoping that by writing this it might take me out of the pity-pit I'm in and bloody well get on with it. Thing is, my family have been getting on with it for so long, there has to come a time when you just snap. Can't think, can't do anything except dwell on something that's happened.

Will explain later.

K
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  1. M. Astrild Carter6 February 2009 at 23:37

    *hugs* honey. Sometimes it looks like there is no way out, and you just want to erase everything and start again. But, as cliched as it sounds, it only makes coming out the other side better.

    There is nothing wrong with dwelling on it, take it in, understand it, digest it. Moving on too fast only means it will come and bit you on the arse later on. Getting on with it is all well and good, but pointless if it only trips you up later on down the line.

    you know where I am xxx

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